Nato in questo modo

So, a lot has happened since I made my last post. First of all, I am once again in a relationship (yeah, I know what you're thinking, "Well... that didn't take long." Yeah, yeah, I know, but some guys move faster than others, and this one certainly did.) I'm currently dating a nice young man named Alex. I've known him for almost 4 years now, and even though we hardly ever see each other (he lives in Katy, which from where I live is practically on the other side of the world) we're still good friends, and even though I have had my doubts about if/how our relationship is going to work out because we both live so far apart, I think that it can work if we're both committed to making it work. This will most definitely be a new experience for me, having a semi-long-distance relationship, so we'll see how this all plays out.

Also, apparently a lot of people are worried and concerned about me. Apparently, they say I've "changed" and that I'm not the girl they used to know. Well, you know what? Let me just clear something up here. If you happen to be one of those people, then please pay close attention. It's called "growing up", and if you have a problem with that, come talk to me. Don't go talking behind my back, come talk to me in person, to my face, and tell me why you're concerned about me. I heard a few days ago from a person who I thought was my friend, but apparently can't be my friend anymore because I've "changed" so much, and this person told me that other people have been talking very negatively about me. This so called "friend" of mine said that they are extremely disappointed in me to see me go down such a "dark path" and that I'm not the person they thought they knew. You know what I said to this person? "If you don't like me, then don't be my friend. Simple as that." And that goes for anyone else out there who doesn't like me for who I am, and if you have "concerns" about me, come tell me to my face. I'm a big girl, I can handle it. And no, I'm not going to rip your face off or eat you if you come talk to me. I may come off that way, but if you really know me, you know that I won't scream or make a scene or anything. I'm just sayin.


Anyway, I heard this song on the radio a few days ago, and when I looked up the lyrics, I knew that this was my theme song, especially at this point in my life where obviously it's a crime to change and grow up. Enjoy!