Dark Whispers

Softly,
Gently,
Sweetly, you
Never miss a beat.
Words.
Words that form from
Nowhere
Tickle my skin,
Caress my body, and
Make me see fireworks.
Words.
Mere words.
Words that have incredible
Power.
Words.
Mere human words that have the ability to render me
Helpless,
Hopeless.
I am paralyzed by your
Words.
My mind has shut down,
Unable to process what is happening to my body.
I feel
Powerless,
Out of control,
Overwhelmed.
I feel as though I am
In an entirely different
Universe...
And you have made me this way with just a few
Words.
You.
You have made me unable to function,
To think,
To speak,
To act.
I am left with nothing.
You have stripped me of all thought, actions, words, any and
All sense of the world around me.
It is dark.
In the darkness, you whisper to me.
You say anything and everything.
You say words that
No
One
Has ever spoken to me before.
And because no one has ever
Spoken
These things to me before, they must all be
Lies.
Why would someone not tell me all these
Things
That you say about me, unless you are telling me
Lies?
Beautiful lies.
Lies that I have no choice but to listen to and
Believe.
I try to focus, try to comprehend, try to understand...
No use.
Your beautiful, beautiful lies have left me vulnerable.
I slip away to try and bring myself
Back;
I slip into my head, my thoughts, and try to
Process,
Understand...
I cannot.
It is now that my head, heart and conscious are all
Fighting;
My head tells me,
"Don't listen to him! He lies! It's all lies!"
My heart tells me,
"No, listen, he speaks the truth!" and
My conscious tells me,
"Girl, get the hell out of here. Now."
The red flags go up;
The sirens are screaming in my head,
The words flash in front of my eyes:
GET. OUT. NOW.
But...
I don't.
I listen to my head, and to my heart, but ignore my
Conscious
Completely.
So, I compromise:
Listen, but don't believe.
And yet, I want to believe.
I want to believe all the things you are saying to me are
Truth.
That the whispers are true.
That they aren't lies.
I listen to your voice, your sweet, beautiful
Voice.
The voice that charms me with its music and
Words.
That voice that leaves me breathless, and causes me to hang on
Your
Every
Word.
And I hate you for it.
I hate you, and your beautiful lies.
Your beautiful voice.
Your hands that hold me, caress me,
Touch me.
Your hands that bring me to life, and your voice that
Disarms me completely.
I hate you for it all.
I...
I...
I love you so much that I hate you.
You stir up a fire inside of me that I didn't even know
Existed.
You cause me to lose control.
You make me want you in a way I never dreamed of.
And when I'm with you,
When I'm in your arms, and
When I kiss your lips...
For the first time,
I feel... 
WICKED.