Sentimenti

What do you do when you think you're completely
Over
Someone;
When you think that your
Feelings
For that someone no longer exist...
And then, in only a moment
You discover that maybe,
Just maybe,
Those feelings that you thought were gone are
Still there.


What do you do when, in that moment,
You know that those feelings that are supposed to be
Gone
Come rising back up to the surface and they are as 
Strong
As ever?
What do you do when, in that same moment, 
You can't help but want to be with that person
Again?
In that moment, you remember everything you tried to
Forget:
The phone calls late at night,
The happiness of just being together, 
The laughs,
The tears,
The deep, intimate conversations,
The romantic nights, 
The fun-filled days, 
The sweet things said...
Everything that you tired so hard to
Forget
Comes flooding back with great intensity. 

What do you do when, in that moment, 
All you want to do is take that person in your
Arms,
Hold them and never let them go?
Even if you know that you can never be with them
Again,
Even if you know your relationship with this 
Person 
Can never be again... 
Still...
You want to hold them close to you. 

You want to, for a moment, pretend that 
Nothing 
Has changed;
That you never had to say "Good-bye" to this
Person,
That your bond with this person was never
Severed, 
That the pain you now feel is just a bad
Dream
And that soon you will wake up, and that person will 
Still
Be there. 


So... the question still remains:
What do you do? 
I'll tell you what you do.


Nothing.
You do nothing.
Why? 
Because you don't want to get hurt again, 
That's why. 
You don't want to feel the pain of a
Broken heart
Again. 
And you're scared.
Scared that this person won't want you
Back
Again. 
Scared that this person doesn't feel the same way for you
Anymore. 
So you say nothing, 
You do nothing. 
You keep it to yourself, because you don't want to be hurt
Again. 


What do you do when you still want that special
Someone... 
But they don't want you anymore?